(((J)))

Hi Honey, how are you doing?
Oh J you sound so confused!

What is it you want to do? REALLY!
If you have no desire to go to Alaska and give your Husband another shot then don't go.
If your heart is to stay put in your home where you feel comfortable and are happy then don't make the move.
Only you can make this decision and you have been going back and forth with this for an awfully long time.

Make a list of pros and cons.

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.