Valentines day massacre

[outtaluck]

So she's going out to meet OM and can't get car out of driveway due to snow....and like a fool I push her out on her merry way. I make myself sick, should've told her to go to he11. She probably would've got a ride anyway...and shoveling is good for my anger...and snow ain't the only thing I'm shovellin around her lately...the BS is piling up pretty high. :-)

Its awkward when she's around...don't know what to say, if anything. She says we're still friends...maybe you are baby, but not me thank you. But what do friends say...where is the line?

OTB...thanks, I know you're right about controlling ME. I am working on that....it probably doesn't sound like it but I am taking steps. Its all uphill though..

I alternate between hating her and missing her so bad it hurts. I don't want to ever really hate her...doesn't even feel like her...its as if she was one of those pod people.

Any tips on stopping that racing hearbeat...hard to think straight when those hit.

Gonna poke around the forum a bit more...I know there is a ton of wisdom I've yet to tap..

Thanks all.....Happy St Patricks day!!!!!!!!!!!