Valentines day massacre

[outtaluck]

She didn't come home last night...kinda worried, but I know I can't call. I assume she's at one of her girlfriends or something. I used to not sleep when she was out but that has been getting easier.
Its so hard to watch. She never used to be the type to drink more than 1 or 2 at the most, now she gets plastered every weekend. I feel like its all my fault that she's so unhappy...that I turned her into this.