Preparing for the end game, maybe.

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Compensate for not being a rock star by being a genuine person and father for your kids.

Just in time good advice Was2Sad. thankyou. I'm really sorry to hear about your son. I'm curious as to why he would think the way he does, but don't want to pry.

I know that no matter how much of a rock star the OM is, I'm the father of these 2 kids. I'm learning more about what it means to be present and in the moment. They will need me.

Ah - there is a fear! I'm afraid she will try to take one or both with her. She says she wouldn't do that to me, but she was able to have an A and smile at me at the same time. I don't trust her. (and, I hate to admit, but I think this is one place we can all be, and should all be, honest, I am afraid I wouldn't mind her taking the kids. I'm tired. I don't want to be responsible either. But I know it's fatigue. Just thinking of them being gone hurts too much).

I hear you about the fear. I didn't think I was afraid, but I probably am. Afraid to be alone. Afraid I won't be loved. I know both are false. I think if I face those fears and stare them in the eye, they will blink first.