Preparing for the end game, maybe.

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Good advice. I am feeling too much self pity today. There are things I can do. And even if I don't feel like doing it, the act of doing something will still be beneficial. If I wait until I feel like doing stuff, I might not do it. Kind of an "Act as If" situation. I'll act as if I'm happy, and before I know it, I will be.

I don't think I can compete with the OM by building muscle, but I have started a little lifting because it feels good and makes me feel good about me.

Good advice about home improvements. I think I'll check out the home improvement store tonight!

You're doing a great job with your H. It will take him some time, but in the end, he'll feel super special because you chose him over OM, and faught so hard to keep H. He can't help but have is ego boosted eventually.