These thoughts & feelings you are having are NORMAL, and you are NOT alone....
It can be so much easier to wallow in the self-pity & not make the attempt to climb out of the dispare. Like you, I am worried about being a single parent, broke & watching S go on w/OP & leave a fantastic family behind.
Yes, I am too trying understand my own feelings w/the same questions you are having about S staying or going.
We must focus on us & our children, which is easier to write than do. :-)
Sending you "Atta boys" & PMA
MariS
"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"
Become the change you want to see.....
Me - 37 WAH - 35 child - 2yrs Separated - August '06 Married - 10yrs, Together 18 Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08