Yes, H is still going out quite alot and is away with work alot at the moment. We never talk about R, I can't do it because last time i did he just told me lots of stuff that i didn't want to hear - like his feelings haven't changed and he still doesn't love me or even fancy me! This was about 2 months ago.
I sent him a text the other day to say that he makes me really happy and his reply was "that i make him really happy too and that he is really enjoying life at the moment and that we are becoming a proper little family". This was brilliant to hear but i am so scared to ask him if he has started to have any loving feelings towards me in case he says no.
We are no further forward with the affection side of things. He gives me a hug now and again and kisses the top of my head but he is always the one to break away first. I did say to him that i am never sure if i should go up to him and give him hugs (i always let him initiate it) and he said i can give him a hug whenever i want.
I try to look my best all the time when he is home and make sure that he catches me in my undies from time to time - i just hope he likes what he sees. I am back to the size i was when we first met so hopefully i don't look too bad!!
My friends think he has had plenty of time and that i should just tell him that i want a "proper H and Wife R". They say it is not setting a good example to the children by being in separate rooms. I don't think i should handle it that way, i think it's probably best just to sit back and be patient - what do you think. It really hurts to think that he doesn't even fancy me!
