My H used to sneak off to call the OW... I know how you feel.
~the feeling like a fool,, one of my old threads was titled Fool in love actually. Cissy only you can know how far you will let him go with this and what your limits are. I too love my H with a great passion and feel like he is a part if me.

~ but I also needed to remember I was real and had feelings too. Cake eating for far too long is hard to deal with. I allowed it for awhile and then I just cut the rope and let go....as best as I could. We are all only human after all.

All my best to you and I will keep praying for you honey.
Love,
Alicia
Take a deep breath and smile cause God loves you and you are worth so much more than this pain.
God bless....