H has been home almost 2 weeks. So far, ok. Yesterday there was some "drama" from him. He thought I was talking and telling someone about our sitch, and he got angry and on the drama drama drama. I diffused it pretty well, by saying something like. I understand how you feel and I wouldn't do that to you. He seemed better after that.
Today though, I'm pretty sure he was with OW and still is. I called him this morning to wish him a good day because yesterday he had some trouble at work and to let me know how he was doing. He never called, so I called him and it sounded like he was at a bar and I was asking him about his day and he was rather short with his answers and in too good of a mood and said he was at someplace by himself. (dead giveaway - he has used this one on me many times).
It took everything I had to not go check, but I didn't. It is killing me though to know (well I have a strong instinct) that he is out with her when before he came home he knew he was to have no contact with her ,then he went to talking and now I think he is out with her.
I don't know really how to handle this situation, I do not want to make a big seen or look like I am pursuing or checking up on, should I just let it go. Should I call OW and tell her to back off. I hate this feeling. Sometimes I would just like him to know how it feels!! makes me mad. I feel like he is making a fool out of me again and a mockery out of our marriage. Aggghhhh. See here I go again, I said I was not going to let it bother me, but it does. Maybe I have been to nice and he feels safe enough to pull this again, but that's not how it goes in the DBusting book. Well, at least I am proud of myself this time for not snooping, i guess.
