Friend, my gut level, immediate response it, don't do it. Stay with the NC. If you still feel that you may be strong enough for contact on Monday, reconcider.
Seeing her, especially while she is still with OM, could cause the panic to come back. Do you have something you need to see her for? If not, I advise NC.
Maybe I should read Happy again's post. But that's MHO.
M45, W45,S15, D10, Bomb 10/3/06, Moved back in 11/6/06, finally ILY 9/07 last thread
