Totally normal to be afraid, especially when H is travelling. I can understand your worry and fear. Still, you are moving in the right direction, keeping those negative feelings at bay. Fear, anger, worry, resentment, those things come from the dark side. Strength, courage, faith come from God.
You might need to prepare yourself to see the tatoo again. Maybe just imagine it in your mind so that it does'nt shock you when you see it again. Also, remember that the OW does'nt hold a candle to you. You are FAR above her. Your H obviously loves you and wants you more than any other.
Sorry your little love connection to Mexico did'nt work out but it'll just increase the desire another notch.
You sound very healthy as usual. Keep up the good work on YOU!
God Bless,
COG
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