I'm so sorry. I feel your pain. Poor decision on his part, very poor.
Just remember one thing. YOU are beautiful! You have given it all for your M. You stood for much longer than most people would have, and in the standing you've grown strong. Understand that your H is weak, and flawed, it's not all about YOU. Hopefully someday you can forgive him and pray for his salvation, if you don't kill him first. Until then, you WILL get through this, heal, and move on with YOUR life. With all that you've learned from this whole experience, YOU have become such a beautiful person, and an awesome catch for some lucky man. Just don't rush that though. Check out http://www.divorcecare.com.
May the Holy Spirit guide you, comfort you, and bring you peace.
Hang in there!
Love,
COG
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