I am >>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<< with you on this one. The thought of this as a possibility can make you bonkers and then when it is confirmed??? Well, then all of this has made me physically ill at times. Especially since his mother said that he has started sleeping out... Anyways, so that I can get down the rest of my coffee and not puke, just wanted you to know that I understand as do others here.
Try not to think about it. I have tried to focus on my kids and finding a hobby for myself and going out with friends. Been thinking of yoga ... should be interesting for a bootylicious girl like me...See I made you laugh! But I am bootylicious.
So, what are you doing for you? No more tears-bleh.