My son! He is the apple of my eye. He used to smile all the time, he was always so fun, and bright, and now. Well, he cries alot.
Today he told me that his heart beats so fast, when he thinks about puffy not being here.
I hug him so hard, and tell him he is a Gift from God, I told him I am sorry you are hurt buddy. We pray every night.
We pray that Puffy wakes up.
I look at my babies, and I hurt b/c
A. I hate Puffy for doing this. B. He must really be sick to do this. I mean He was such a noble, moral man. NOw he is a cheater and a liar, and a sneak.
Puffy making love to another women, and hanging out with her kids, when me and his kids are crying and we miss him so much.
It does not make sense. I want to hold Puffy, and tell him it is ok, you are going to be ok. Let me in, Please let me in.
Another day, of detaching, and a new day to detach is around the corner.
I'll just keep praying for us, for all of us.
luv you guys
goodnight
“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”
