I haven't started another one yet, I am not sure where to post it, because I am not secure enough to post in piecing, I guess hopefulness, maybe. H is going out to pick up some wine, and put gas in my car, so I guess I will start a new one tomorrow.

You know the insecurity of not knowing whether or not they will hurt our hearts again is what keeps me from being secure, even though my H is seeming more confortable with saying ILY back to me, and the other day when I got him a new cell phone, we were playing on it and I called it when he was in the other room and we were talking silly and saying ILY to each other as though we had never stopped.

I am so happy for you, and I have prayed for you and the others here who have been going throught this, too. I know God answers prayers, and sometimes he says yes to us.

L