I'm so glad to hear your H is doing more positive things too you really deserve it after all you've done to hold on. How can he not be sure you love him after all you've done???? is he just kidding around when he says that do you think?? Don't you just wish you could switch off the insecurity? I know I do. I felt insecure again today when H left for work and then he has done the sweetest thing. He popped in for a couple of seconds a couple of hours after he left just to give me a kiss!! and then I feel like a fool for feeling insecure and doubting things. I suppose its all down to just completely putting our hearts back in their hands and knowing they won't do anything to hurt us again. I think it will take me a couple of months longer to feel really safe.
It was a lovely spring day here today and I got a lot of tidying up done in the garden while S played. It kind of made me feel alive again if you know what I mean as I always loved our garden and gardening and my passion for it just went when the bomb dropped.
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and maybe a couple more little ones eventually.
Have to wait and see on that one!! It would be fantastic but our S really truly was a miracle against all odds so I don't know - can you have two miracles happen to you?
