IHH, we sound so much alike as far as our feelings go, and its nice to know that what I am feeling isn't out of the ordinary! I want to go to MC, and told h that when he said he wanted to work things out, but first had to let him work on his own issues first. Now I don't think if I suggest it he will want to go.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!