IHH, we sound so much alike as far as our feelings go, and its nice to know that what I am feeling isn't out of the ordinary!
I want to go to MC, and told h that when he said he wanted to work things out, but first had to let him work on his own issues first.
Now I don't think if I suggest it he will want to go.


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda