IHH, Boy have you hit the nail on the head! I think that a huge part of me wount let me be happy, and truly believe that there is nothing lurking around the corner waiting to pounce! So many times in the last few months we have been hit and hard, and now when they truly are coming around, we still believe its to good to be true. Maybe now we try to sabatoge things so we wount be hurt again. Because I know if I continue to act this way then things will start to go backwards and then it will end. And sometimes I just not sure what I want, I wonder if I am in some ways becoming a WAW?
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
