I just want to jump in and introduce 2nd_chance to everyone . . . this is my husband. I know when I post it sounds like I've completely given up and sometimes it feels that way, but always in the back of my mind I know that, as bad as this feels with him, it would hurt so much worse without him. He has been my strength lately, coaxing, encouraging, supporting me when I felt like there was no reason to go on. He's endured my pain and my anger and my acceptance, then the pain & anger again. He tries to see the good in every day and tries to make me see the good in our future.
He has become a man I don't even recognize: Wise and caring and compassionate and funny. I've become a woman nobody recognizes: Uncertain and indecisive and uncooperative. But he's still trying and I still love him.
H-44 M-36 Married 6/7/03 8/17/06 - H not sure he wants to be married any more 8/17/06-present - Just crawling through the rubble that's left of my life 2/8/07 - H admitted affair
