I know. I have had enough of this waiting game. I told him today that I am no longer going to tell him ILY. He came over the other night and was in tears. He wants to come home but feels ashamed of what he has done. I stayed calm and without emotions. I just can't do it anymore. I have gotten myself to a place that I am happy with. I told him that and I also told him that if he is going to come home, then come home. If he was going to walk, then walk. He says that there are times that I have told him ILY and he has wanted to say them back. I asked him what the problem was then. I just don't think he wants to end things with her. I told him that there was no way that he was going to come home still having feelings with her.
So lets see how he takes our convo. He has to work for the next few nights so i think the convo will continue on Wednesday night. We shall see....i am thinking about doing something that night....can't say what but we shall see how things go.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
