Excellent timing for it though as I am now 100% sure my divorce is well and truly busted!!!!!!!!!!! Yippee!!!!!! It feels so great to be able to type that. As for the other part of the title about my brain........it just doesn't seem to want to get it. I wonder if this is just a normal part of the process. What I mean is everything is great and H is saying and doing all the right things and I'm happier than I've been for years yet my brain keeps sending me into a panic that H is going to leave. Mostly when he goes to work (he decided to leave me while at work and came home from work and broke the news). It also kicks in if we have ANY kind of disagreement which has happened occaisionally mostly due to the stresses of our toddler! H asks when I'm going to stop thinking he's going to leave and I must admit I would like to know the answer myself. Maybe other success stories could let me know if they experienced anything similar.
To L and Rainbowlove and Jen Jam and UL who follow my thread the most.....my final goal is very, very, very nearly completely scored!
Oh and I finished my painting for the spare room!! I'm really pleased with it. My next "project" is to tackle the garden. It is huge and it really went to the bottom of priorities when I was on my own so its going to take a lot of work to get it back to how it used to look.
Now if only I could switch this panic switch off in my brain I truly would be inbliss!!!
H asks when I'm going to stop thinking he's going to leave and I must admit I would like to know the answer myself. Maybe other success stories could let me know if they experienced anything similar.
