How long can I stand that? I dont' know, I will give until I can't anymore I guess. For the time beign I feel loved and cared for, so that will have to suffice for now. Last year this time he was light years from me emotionally. And now he is next to me, gives me affection and wants me to be w/th him, we've come very far.
Well I'm pretty well there, too, I guess, except I don't feel anything or maybe feel too much of everything all at once.
I really don't know where any of this is going to lead and I'm just kidding myself if I think I do. Bottom line is, I'm committed, come what may.
You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means. -- Inigo Montoya, 'The Princess Bride'
