Should I or shouldn't I?

[missmyfriend]

I will say that if my W had not left, was not in MLC, I would probably wait a few more years before buying a bike. The challenge is that I really, really enjoy spending time with my kids. I like being part of a family. I have difficulty thinking of activities that I would do for myself. And that isn't sad. I just had a very fulfilling life so I have not wanted for much.