1st time since he left

[mrspoolboyz]

What are the odds of seeing that?
BLEH

You are so graceful.

THE OW part of this has been the hardest for me. he left a year ago, but this OW stuff has been killing me slowly.

We have to believe that the OW is not important. We have to believe that the OW is scum, and they will regret this.

(sigh)

I'm sorry sweets.

I took everything down too.

Grieve this, but I would not tell everyone that he is a jerk.HE is sick right now.

HUGS

[akg31]

Jack,

You have just validated one of the most difficult things I have experienced. When the S is "nice", the disappointment is profound. Why are they being nice and not coming home is the recurring thought in my head after a pleasant exchange.

If anything, having him be nice to me makes me a wreck. Takes all of my self control to not call him up and say PLEASE COME HOME.

Baby steps for all of us too. I think it is important to recognize your OWN baby steps towards not pushing these people further away. Give yourself some credit, we all deserve it.