Okay - need help and support, guys! I'm in tears again.... I'm so tired of hurting so much. Xanax to the rescue - quick! My heart is ripping our of my chest. I just want this pain to end. I want my marriage and my H back. Lin, how can I possibly do this for 2 years if I have to? I can't even fathom that. I'm tired of crying, tired of missing him so much, tired of feeling so alone, tired of feeling like such a failure, tired of feeling like I messed up so bad when he came home - if only I had done better, he might still be at home with me, tired of not being able to talk to him, just tired.... HELP!!! The tears just won't stop...
