Thanks for posting again. You are so kind to be so supportive and attentive to me. Thank you so much. And congratulations again on putting your marriage back together and the ILU! You are such an inspiration to me. It's just so hard of even thinking about going through this for two years... How in the world would we keep this from our family and friends for that long? Don't you think at some point if he's still with her he would want to bring her instead of me to family functions? Never mind - I don't even want to go there...
Sleep, yes. That would be a good thing. I'm definitely doing better now that I have the meds than I was doing before, but I still usually wake up in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep, even when I take more meds. I will talk more with the doctor about this.
Yes, the "honey" comment. That I think is the first time it has "slipped" since we've been back home from our trip, so I guess I'll take that as a baby step (I'll take whatever I can get right now to keep me motivated and on-task...). It makes my heart melt - and to think that before it was just taken for granted. Shame on me.
And, yes, finding the REAL me. I'm not sure who that is anymore. I have become so dependent on him that I've lost me. I realize that now. I'm scared and lonely, and this is probably part of the reason why I am being dealt this challenge - maybe this is part of what I am supposed to learn...
Thanks for the laughs about the ants... I'm not sure that we're twins in that regard... LOL Just kidding. I'll be right there with you, sister, lying on the ground and watching ants. Whatever it takes, right? I'm in!
