Congratulations on your restoration. That is what I am praying for and believing in God for. It is so hard knowing he is going to her and is there with her. I do know he misses me and he still loves me. I stopped saying it to him though when I backed off. I stopped begging and pleading. It is so hard to let him call me when all I want to do is call say hi remember me I love you. I dont understand how he walked out on his kids for her. She really is nothing and he chose her. I could never do that to my kids. I have been told to be positive and happy. Let the nagging come from her and the pressure come from her. That the more she pressures him for things and all she will push him right back to me.