Now Surviving Separation

[Heartbroken]

The apt situation has really started to open his eyes to the realities of their affair and it's not pretty. Their house of cards is starting to crumble and it will fall - it's only a matter of time. It is just so damn hard to let him leave today knowing that he is going to see her tonight. But this is what the apt was about. H needs to see her and what she is really like and that is starting to happen. I want him back only if HE WANTS to be back and only then. Not for the kids, the house, finances he needs to want me and only then can we move forward. I know the shift is starting to happen in my favor but I am unsure of the timeline and that's the hard part...

Patience Patience Patience!!!!!