Lissett, I think what you just displayed is the deep hurt that A's bring to all involved. Was it nice what you said, not at all but it was real. I think your post probably did more damage to you than anyone else here. Your apology also shows your own integrity. I hope you are able to find some hope and peace in your sitch for yourself and the children you love so much. BTW Happy belated Birthday, make this a day you are going to shine!
