Hi there!! I dont know... The kids go to bed at 8:30...we should have a good hour then but he always falls asleep while I am putting them to bed!! I will focus more on finding that time.
I am really working on trying to be more of the person I was when we met, happy, no worrying, not acting needy... I have a better attitude but when he doesnt respond or when I feel like he is just not "with me," I have to tell myself positive things like, "he loves me, he just doesnt always realize that he is blowing me off because I dont think he would if he knew," or "his mood or actions are his and I cant let that bring me down...stay positive!!" It is a constant battle for me, I dont know why. I am scared... I am being so nice and trying so hard... just scared.
