I was thinking again today, amidst all of this happiness, that H is missing out on so much that he could be a part of. Not just with me, but with everyone in my family who loved him very much. He and my brother were very close for many years. H should have been here to see this, but he is not. And he didn't end up giving my brother a call, but I guess I didn't really expect him to do that.
Yup, yup, yup... I could have written this... even the calling the brother part. Been there. My brother had a baby last Feb, and H (formerly my brother's closest friend) didn't bother calling. As for missing out, that's how i have felt on many occasions. There have been times when I'm with my kids thinking, he is the one who is missing out on some real joys of life.
Anyway, glad to hear things are going well for you. Keep us posted about the job.
Married 9 years Kids 5 and 6 Bomb 2006 H back and forth for a year M now back on track
