No Matt, I understand. I do not have children either. So being around my new niece does stir up a sadness, that H and I did not ever have children. But God must have a reason for it, I just don't know it yet. And H is so messed up right now he would only make matters worse with any kids we might have had. Still though, I shed tears over it.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.