Good to hear you're feeling better today. So am I. Every little bit helps. We know that panic will hit again someday, but we'll be able to weather it and move on.
In my W's case, I think there is so much guilt about leaving the kids that she tries too hard sometimes to make up for it. Maybe that's part of it too.
Keep to your guns, JBF, protect your boundaries, without being cruel.
Hope you have a good weekend. Stay strong friend.
M45, W45,S15, D10, Bomb 10/3/06, Moved back in 11/6/06, finally ILY 9/07 last thread