I think this marital crisis has brought up stuff I've needed to deal with for years:
1. Long-standing depression. 2. Vocational malaise, lack of accomplishment. 3. Emotional frozen-ness. 4. Lack of passion. 5. Being overweight and unfit. 6. Sleepwalking through my life. 7. Lack of humility. 8. Prayerlessness. 9. Living in fear. 10. Being a people pleaser. 11. Being a passive man. 12. Lack of vision for my children.
I DONT WANT TO BE THAT PERSON ANYMORE!
Arise now, arise, Riders of Théoden! Fell deeds awake: fire and slaughter! spear shall be shaken, shield be splintered, a sword-day, a red day, ere the sun rises! Ride now, ride now! Ride to Gondor! Ride now, ride now! Ride to Gondor!