Hi Everyone,

This thread should be locking up soon and I think that's fine, time for a new chapter....doing MUCH better, hopefully on my way out of the dark hole I was in !
There have been so many of you that have filled my heart with warmth and hope and faith and I will trust what you say, I will pray to God to stay with us on this one.........with all of us !

I guess having been with one person for 17 years was a small miracle in itself, and even if it doens't happen again, I will always have those wonderful years, 3 beautiful kids and fantastic memories to look back on !!!! Nothing is lost because I treasure it all in my heart !!! Every moment, every step, every argument, every smile, everything - it's worth the world to me ! And I thank God that he let me have it for as long as I did .....

Off to work on myself, to improve myself, to enjoy myself, to better myself !!
Off to love and cuddle and cherish our children ! 3 other miracles that God sent me !!!

I say goodbye to the past but keep it treasured in my heart, I welcome the present, and look forward to the future.......step by step !!
We only get one chance at this and I am determined to make the most of it !

Thank you everybody for your kind and loving words ! Thank you for having become such good and close friends to me in such a short time....thank you all for just being you....THANK YOU !

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Love Cinders xxx

"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus

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