I was craving more of those man-woman interactions.
Yes, that is how I feel at times. I love my H to death but sometimes I want more than "married best friends." I want some hot lovin! It's no accident I dated the total oppposite of my H while S. All serious, all sex, no humor at all, no talks at all. I would never be able to have that last past the "lust" stage and wouldn't want it to. I don't regret it because I experienced a side of myself that I really never get to experience but I want that with MY H. I'm fully commited now to working on this issue full steam ahead and that feels really good. By the way, the birthday cake was yummy. It wasn't totally from scratch (Duncan Hines) but I had to add eggs and oil and stuff, and beat it, and bake it, so...it's far from store bought. And Nop will yell at me for this but I didn't make the exact cake he likes (white with white frosting) because the kids and I like chocolate frosting. So, it was chocolate frosting and white cake. See! I'm all about the compromise!