BND !!! hi ....so nice of you to pop in again and check on me.....not very sane today am I ?

I will be ok though I promise.......I am going through this, I can feel it...I can see the end of it nearing as well !!!

I WILL be ok !

My M is dead !

My H is gone !

I am OK !

My kids are OK !

My H is in pain too !

I will enjoy life !

I will stand for my M !

I still love my H !

I will be here when his heart returns to us......and in the mean time I will fill my life, our kids lives, and our hearts with joy, laughter, warmth, love, and kindness, so that H will have a wonderful home to come back to one day - and if that were not to be the case, then at least our kids will have a WONDERFUL home, with a WONDERFUL mom !!!

BND, I thank you, I thank you for having shown me that the future could be very bright if I let it, if I believe in it !!!! Thank you !

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((BND)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I wish I could give you a real hug, I'm really not that insane....anxiety and fear of the unkown take over and ...
But I'm ok now........

I think I will open a new thread soon, make a fresh start, I had been doing so well, I will do well again !!!!

Love Cinders xxx

"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus

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