As always, you're right on the money. I know I messed up bad last night, and I will get back on the saddle tomorrow. I know I need to work on finding me again and becoming the person he wants to be with. It is only when he is attracted to me again a as a wife and person that he will feel safe to come back home. What I've been doing isn't working, and I've just got to be patient and work on myself and let him see the new me as I work on finding that new me.
I hope as the days go on I will get stronger again - I KNOW I will. I don't have a choice... Thanks for keeping my eye on the prize - MYSELF first, H next. Please keep encouraging me to be strong... I know I can do this.
