InBliss, you sound good. I know the ups and downs are hard. I just went through a bit of my own drama on my thread in the last day or so. SG brought it up to me that I might want to test the waters by contacting JG and after much input from a couple of people, I've decided that I need to continue to just not contact him. If he wants me he knows where I am!

That said, it is hard girl. I know... Well, do the Act As If and take heart.

This lady at work has recently turned her M around with a bit of help from her therapist and ME and of course her H finally straightened and wrote her a heartfelt letter. They have $ex once a year though and they've a long way to go to fix that. So you're not alone here, but you knew that already.

Your room sounds great and so happy that you're going to be painting! How wonderful. You are super!!

love you
rainbowlove
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Rainbow is having a great life regardless of JG or anyone else! Yah, new focus, gotta swallow my own medicine!