Thanks for your take Fearless and I apologize for polluting your thread with my own sh#t. And you are correct about my views on Nop, I tend to agree with him quite often. I think he is correct about the devastation of affairs. I just tend to disagree on his style. But like everyone else, he has a right to be who he is and I have a right to be who I am. I am not trying to cause waves. I am just sensitive to being judged. I am also still working on solidifying my M and recommitting the way I need to. I'm sure Nop sensed that and called me out on it. This has actually been very helpful to me, this whole exchange. I feel better about where my M needs to go so hooray for that.
