I accidentally called LL yesterday...I was looking for my mobile phone and dialed what I thought was MY phone and instead I automatically called him...he answered...I was surprised b/c I was waiting to hear my phone ring. So we chatted for a bit. He said he had been extremely busy and I answered appropriately. It was like I was talking to someone whom I really didn;t wanna talk to but was sorta forced to talk to, you know?
Why do I feel so in different towards him? Maybe I don't love him anymore? Maybe I have been through too much already and I do not believe anything he says anymore.
Yesterday a friend of mine talked to him and she gently told him that she kept us both in our prayers and hoped that we could find a way to express our love to one another. Then he tells her how he will always love me.
Yeah right. That's why I am the devil and you don't wanna be married to me anymore.
See what I mean? It's like he wants everyone to believe that he loves me and that he is suffering, blah, blah, blah...he wants everyone to feel sorry for him. I am getting tired of his bullsh*t, quite frankly.
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller