Don't know why I have the panic feeling back this week. I was really doing so well. Maybe it was because I saw W for the first time in a fortnight on Sunday. Maybe it's just part of the process. All I know is this is the feeling I'm least able to cope with.
Had a text from W asking if I'd decided about the weekend yet. I just got back and said the Saturday wouldn't be possible as we do stuff on Saturdays now, as I'd said before. She hasn't got back to me on that so I've probably annoyed her, but I can't keep saying the same things over and over again like she does.
Everything I've read about MLCers and the OP says they will think they're in love, it's like a drug etc. I guess I'm a bit confused as W has always said she doesn't have strong feelings for him and can't see herself having them. From what I know from what my friend said the other night, things don't appear to be changing on that front. My mum thinks she's just so selfish at the moment that she's using him too.
Does anyone else have experience of an OP who the WAS/MLCer doesn't seem to love?
Today is one of those days when I really wish this wasn't happening to me.
