The fat lady is warming up....

[tigerleland]

Not to steal OF's thunder, but you will be a lot more collected with time. That's what everyone told me, and they were right. Read some of my old posts if you can find them. I was distraught, depressed, and thought about my W constantly. Now I barely post on here or think about her--maybe once a day, and I don't dwell on it when the thought arrives. Time heals all wounds.