Always_14, no trips. I am hoping to be newly employed though! And there is plenty to do around here when the weather warms up, so I am looking forward to that. Yes, it does hurt to let go of the past. But I am so glad it isn't last spring...or the one before. I don't know if I could go thru all of that again. I really don't.
H is quiet today. Guess yesterday was too much contact for him. Now he's back to living in his own world. Sometimes I feel sorry for him, and other times I truly don't. We have to own our choices.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.