Thanks always....I keep thinking that this is for ME. It also keeps me happy and sane....and if I were to stay in his face all the time and he were to live out his little fantasy life of having us(me and the kids) and his OW in town...well then I just don't ever see him wanting or missing me....because he still has me....my H is motivated more to achieve something he can't have...so here I am not making myself available....of course this being his MLC who knows what it actually does to him if anything....SO, yes for my own sanity and happiness and that of my children I am staying in as much NC as possible. That doens't mean that I'm loving it, I miss him, miss his eyes, his laugh, his smell, his touch, I miss everything..........who knows maybe one day I will get it all back and BOY will I be appreciative of it !!!!!!
Thanks xxxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus