I wish I knew what my H was thinking. I wish Iknew how he was feeling about being back home. He has never said. I'm glad to be back or I missed you and the kids or anything. I never bring up the relationship and it's almost like it was before, but I still have that uneasy feeling.
I know he is going to go out with the OW and I think soon. It would be a God send if he doesn't, but past behavior predicts future behavior, right. When I saw him with her (long story), he was smiling and seemed so happy, he was another person. When he is with me and the kids, he is a grouchy most of the time, like a different person. Do you ever think he will show that he is happy with me, too. Alot of you say they treat you much better after months of DBusting, I guess I don't have much faith and am afraid I am going to have to live with the OW for the rest of my life if I stay with H. It is not fair. Anybody ever feel this way and then have it flop over to have it work in their favor. Help, thanks.
