Now Surviving Separation

[Heartbroken]

Thanks Theo!

You always keep me grounded and I DO KNOW that there is a lot of work still out there to do. H drives the timeline and I have accepted this.

I saw Ow today and I DID NOT FREAK - I stared her down and all she did was look straight ahead - she would not even look at me as I drove up the side of her car. At least she does not have the guts to look at me... I just called my best friend told her and will not even mention this to the H. Let the Ow complain she saw me, right!

I slept great last night (still missed him though) and worked out this morning. Actually weight is down to 115 due to lack of an appetite - but even that is coming back too. I just like how positive I feel AFTER a workout! I feel better than I have in weeks and when I get down about missing him I just shift gears and focus on something else!

Thanks for your support (hey, just like Bartyl and James wine coolers....showin' my age)!