JOurnaling:

Well, latin luvah is missing in action...have no idea what is going on inside his head (as if I ever do!).

Went to have Margarita's with Cindy and Donna (LL's cousin and a gf)...OMG, Donna went through a bad D with her H who flipped out as well and is living in some ski resort in Northern California.

Guess LL is cycling again. BLEH.

WTF? he was doing so well, too.

SO, I am still GALing and doing my thing...trying not to make contact...sometimes I think they contact us a lot on purpose so that when they go to hide in the batcave, we're thrown off balance and then we pursue.

Well, I just gotta learn that I cannot be doing that! I gotta let him do his thing too...

I just wish this would all be over! I wish I were not here...I wish I would have the real LL back. Guess he isn't coming back.


Aug '06: H moved out
July '08: H had a kid with the OW
May 12 '09: emancipation day

"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller