MrsH, NJ, Thanks! I will be back at the hospital later to see the baby. Some of my extended family is in town this week, so we will hook up later to visit, too. I'm just really enjoying this time right now. Spring is coming, and I want to start moving on from all of this. I think I'm at the point where anything is possible; maybe H gets himself together and wants to be with me, or maybe someone else more stable comes into my life. I do not know...it all lies ahead I guess. But I am not in the mindset that I will be with H in the future. Now it's just a maybe. And it's good that I see it that way.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
