H and I talked when I got to the house last night and he reiterated that he and Ow are having issues. "The R is all changed due to it no longer being a secret.." H stopped himself from going on 'cuz he knows I do not need to hear about them. He looks so sad and much older. I wish he could see this is all killing his spirit. How can he think this "R" is good for him when it makes him SO sad and has altered his physical appearance so much...
I told him I have been nothing but honest with him from the start and have continued to be that way. H said he knows this. I sometimes wonder if he doubts our ability to get it back since his character has done some pretty awful things.
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing
